I've grown to create things I intrinsically want to exist (and that does often mean creating them for someone), not to chase the mirage of being someone. That's putting the cart way before the horse.
If you're curious, I'm currently working on-and-off on a few TTRPG things, chief among them a big expansion and update to my Half-Life 2 RPG, and a new game inspired by death game media.
Inactive - misc:
A lot of drawings, poetry, design and writings I might digitize one day
...and of course, a number of unfinished projects I might revisit and complete/reuse
Inactive - fiction: (never got too good, maybe was never meant to)
Mister Monster's Introductory Guide to the Interdimensional Marble Hunting Game
AITA for telling my son he can't date someone two Citizenship Grades lower than him? (Helldivers 2)
TTRPG:
BΔCKPRESSURE – a 20XX-based TTRPG hack set in the Half-Life 2 universe (updated version maybe someday)
Homebrew Ranger class for 2400: Legends