I've grown to create things I intrinsically want to exist, not to chase the mirage of being someone. That's putting the cart way before the horse.
If you're curious, I'm currently working on-and-off on a few TTRPG things. And if thorough my life, I learn enough to share a few insights of value through normal literature, I will die a happy man.
Older:
A lot of drawings, poetry, design and writings I might digitize one day
Mister Monster's Introductory Guide to the Interdimensional Marble Hunting Game
BΔCKPRESSURE – a 20XX-based TTRPG hack set in the Half-Life 2 universe (updated version likely someday)
...and of course, a number of unfinished projects I might revisit and complete/reuse
AITA for telling my son he can't date someone two Citizenship Grades lower than him? (Helldivers 2)
Newer:
Homebrew Ranger class for 2400: Legends
More eventually....